Destruction

Destruction

Don't let me stop,

Your great self-destruction,

Don't get me caught in your web,

Of lies and deception,

Self hate, insurrection,

You've made it, now lay in your bed.

Don't let me help,

Your doubt and self loathing,

Don't drag me straight down that one-way,

No turns, and no light,

No strength left, to fight,

For your past, I can no longer pay.

Don't let me know,

That inside there's true feeling,

Forgotten too deep under pain,

Despise life, despise me,

Close your eyes, so you can't see,

Ne'er will I try it again.

You have won, what you needed,

To prove right your prediction,

You've convinced me, there no more to do,

I wish I'd believed, more,

Of your self-reproaching roar,

So naively, I tried to melt through.

Now I know I can't stop,

Your sad self-destruction,

I tried, so I tried to help you,

You just fought back much harder,

Distrusted me further,

End's now forced, I must find something new.